I'm listening to calming 1980's synthpop music. I'm wearing my new computer glasses. I am endowed with good digestion having eaten sufficient nutritious food today, and I have already prepared a second portion to look forward to tomorrow. I have a human mind educated in reading, writing, speaking and listening. I am in seclusion in my private office with closed door. I am pain-free. I am looking forward to each breath. Instead of procrastinating I can whistle. I can read my Buddhist scriptures. My parents are safe. I am safe. How do I rediscover my sense of humor? Remember funny experiences from my youth. Keep blogging, it's free! I think no one else is reading it except me.